. 04/07/2009
 

The Police Are...

I visit my mom alot.  For the past few months there is a homeless guy that stands along the freeway service drive where I get off.  I normally give him a few bucks.  Everytime I see him he has this beautiful and well trained dog with him.  Not sure of the breed.  I think he's a rotweiler.  Anyhoo, you can tell the guy at first was newly unemployed.  His clothes were still somewhat clean.  The dogs coat was beautiful.  As time progressed the guy became dirtier and so did the dog. 

But no matter how many times I saw him he was sharing food with his dog.  I'm like woe!  This is his companion.  Well one day I saw him and his dog wasn't there.  I rolled down my window and asked him where the dog was.  He told me the police came and took it to the pound.  Astonished I aksed,"why?"  They told him it was because the dog was a stray!  A stray? He said that he was saving up him money to get his dog back.  Now one thing I always do is follow my heart.  I did not for one second doubt he was telling the truth.  I gave all the money I had in my wallet.  He thanked me wholeheartedly.  

A few weeks went by and I didn't see him. Then one day there he was, with his dog, both sharing a burger.  I almost cried.  That is his friend.  They are homeless together, protecting one another.  If I noticed this bond, then the police must have as well.  To take away the one thing that man cared about takes alot of negative energy!  That dog is more mannered than some of the kids I see running around.  I'm glad they are together again. But why are the police such bastards sometimes?  Cold, heartless, deceptive bastards!

 
. 02/09/2009
 

Getting Through Those Tough Times

I'm currently in school working on my Bachelors.  I know this is something that needs to be done.  Yet I have been having my low moments.  Those days when you don't want to study, or take tests, etc.  My classes are online which I think were a blessing from God. 

I find myself some days sitting in front of my computer with no energy whatsoever.  It amazes me that after taking time to get my mind right I'm ready to go.  From somewhere I muster that energy and I'm maintaing a 3.84 GPA and on the dean's list. 

I am a fighter and I thank God and my grandmother for raising me to have a fighter instinct.  The world will always present obstacles.  We will always find ourselves less motivated than the day before.  But life is ours.  We control it!  It should not control us!  Having dreams and goals are what life is about.  They give you someting to live for.  Something to aim for. 

Getting through those hard times requires hard work.  The benefits in the end will be immeasurable!

 
. 01/18/2009
 

I Miss...

It has been almost 14 years since my grandmother passed.  She was my WHOLE world.  I lost her at an early age and had to grow up fast.  Through time, growth, and understanding I have learned to accpet her passing.  I realize her spirit still surrounds me.  It was merely her flesh that was shed.  It was shed to help her take her true form...that of an angel.  I don't cry as much as I use to.  I don't have that anger inside me like I use to.  I am at peace with it.  I TRULY understand it.  Yet I do have those days when I think about her and miss her.  I don't cry from sadness anymore.  I cry now from wonderful memories.  Memories that are precious.  They make me feel so blessed to have known her.  I cry from that joy.  If any of you are mounring the loss of somone know that the hurt will get better.  Also know that you will miss them always.

 
. 01/13/2009
 

Time For A Change!

I am ready for a change.  This year I think I'm going to cut my hair.  I have worn it long for a LONG time.  I'm not going to cut it too short...maybe shoulder length.  I feel this year is going to be my year.  I've alleviated bull from life and the people that were causing it.  I'm on my lifes journey and I want the trip to be a painless as possible.  When I cut it I will post a pic of the new hair style.  I think it will be cute.  Is there anything about any of you that you want to change for 2009.  No time like the present.

 
. 01/05/2009
 

Knowing When To Let Go!

There are people that come into our lives.  Many are not meant to be long term companions.  They are merely sent to teach us something and move on.  As we get older we need to be cognizant of who these people are.  Some of us try to hold on to "friends" that have served their purpose.  We fail to realize when those around us are unhealthy for us. 

A good friend of mine said it best, "If the people around me are not adding to my value, then they have to go!"  That's a great point.  It does not mean you are using anyone or being snooty.  It simple means there comes a time in your life where you need to grow and blossom.  Those around you need to let you do this.  They also need to be growing and blossoming.  If they feel comfortable being mediocre then you need to move on and let them be.

Never look back on your life and regret anything.  As long as you continue to move, grow, and learn all the things in you past are helping shape you for greatness.

 
. 12/29/2008
 

Do You Realize?

Do you really know how blessed you are?  The world is in disaray and the economy took a crap a while ago.  It still needs to grab the tissue and wipe itself clean.  Despite all that do you know you are blessed?

I've learned in life there is always something positive in life.  Even in the darkest of times.  If we don't hold on to the good things we have in our lives then we will never be happy.  When you are at your low and things seem so unfair, close your eyes and open your heart.  Find the one thing that will bring you through it all.  Find your blessings.

Everyone has at least one postive in their life.  It takes some time to locate it but once you find it no one can ever take it away.  Real talk!

 
. 12/27/2008
 

New Years Resolution!

Life is about learning and growing.  Each day there is something new that is presented to us. The world has so much to offer.  We must decide whether we want to accept or reject those offers.  My New Year’s resolution is to find my divine purpose in this world.  In 2009 I want to achieve peace of mind and spirit. 

I know I was not placed here to live in mediocrity.  I was born to be successful and happy in life.  I must know go and find the path that will lead me to my treasure.  There comes a point in your life when that inner voice speaks to you, telling you to move.  Either you will listen and move or shield your ears and remain a simpleton. 

The older I get the better I can see the world.  Yes there is much hate, pain, and deceit here but there is also so much beauty.  We can not hold on to the past.  We can not blame anyone else for our failures.  We can not limit ourselves anymore.  Clear your minds, spirits, and lives.  Make room for all the great things you were promised the day you transcended into this world.

Life is short.  So much to experience in so little time.  Make the most out of it!

 
. 12/27/2008
 

Let's Set Some Rules People!

This forum is for Real Talk!  As outgoing and funny as I can be I am also very serious regarding certain issues with the world.  This is the forum where real people can express real thoughts.  I don't mind what you say here or the opinions you express.  Just make sure you stay mature about them.  NO IGNORANCE WILL BE TOLERATED IN THIS FORUM!  Leave the ignorance for the other forums.  Let's keep it real!