I'm Just Plain Sick!
I am in a RANTING mood this morning. Bare with me because it's going to be a bumpy ride!
I enjoy my life and all that God has blessed me with. I have patience and understanding. I practice what I preach and I know my life is headed towards reaching that diamond in the sky. Yet I am having a hard time TODAY doing mediocre bullshyt! I know that there are more important things that I should be doing with my day. Yet here I sit a work doing mediocre crap! I am a hard worker. I work as hard as I play trust me. I'm not a follower I'm a leader. That is why I am tired of following the blind if you get my drift. I am doing things in my life to get me to that point but DANG people. Having one of those days where I want to push the fast forward button on the remote and skip through the program I'm watching!
You know I look around me everyday and see people who feel the same way I do. You can tell they were meant to do something else. But they accept the mundane life they have let themselves get caught in. Not me! I was born for GREATNESS! The older I get the more I realize that. I feel it in my heart and soul. It's hard because life is about going on that journey of self discovery. It's not easy shedding that adolescent skin for an adult exterior. You reach a point where just "accepting" just isn't acceptable anymore.
People may laugh at me because I laugh all the time, still play with dolls and all that but I'm still a child at heart. That helps me get through days like the one I'm having today! Some people may think that is childish but I think growing up is about GROWING...not in age but in mind, body, and spirit. Waking up everyday doing something you HATE...is not growing up. That's called "getting by". Aren't you tired of getting by people? Life is full of joy and opportunity...well I want to taste sweet victory NOW! I know my dreams will come to light.
My path is in my hands. I'm on a journey. The place I'm at now is just a rest stop. I'm here to get my map together so I know what path I want to take. I'm ok and glad I got to vent a little. Thanks for reading. If you didn't like what I said...who cares. It's my website and you can buzz off!
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